Hi, 

Another heartbreak. Same guy from the last 6 months. I've cried out of my lung. For real. I literally bawling. There is another incident where my beloved boss has tendered. So double shot I would say.

But my heart said, just let him go. he is not so worth it. Half of my heart cos I lost my chance to get married. Quarter of them feel sad coz lost a decent guy. But quarter of it says, whatever duh. Those are syaitan's whispers. You shouldn't take it too personal and serious. It's not good for your health. Let him go. Just pray the best for him.

So here I am, everyday, I've had to remind myself to let him go. For real this time.

To Mr. N, good luck for your future. May Allah gives you an abundant rizq. May the best girl find you. Saya doakan awk dari jauh.

Regards, 

N

 Hi there, 

Im back because im having another heartbreak. This time is the most painful yet im so numb to process the pain. He ticked off all my criteria list but sadly im not ticked off his. 

He is a ice guys, decent one, but with ultra ego. 

I agreed to move to his hometown which those decision is big enough for me to do.

But somehow, it doesnt matter to him.

Hence, im signing off from this sure-not sure-back to sure relationship. 

Adios :)