21 September 2019

Broken heart

Its a weird feeling.

You crush on someone, attracted to his politeness, good looking and well-behaved he is.
You start to change yourself, be better person, be more righteous.
Then, you developed one thing that a good girl should not, an obsession. Stalking non stop.
Now it is wrong, because initially the feeling was pure, to be closer to Him.

One day, you realized that you are not the one that matches with him.
He is good man, and you are not.
He is nice guy, but you are not.
He is a prince, and you are just a middle-class girl.

There is no chance he will like you.
You are just nobody.
So, you pray hard, so that you can just forget him.
You pray hard, so that this obsession will end.

And you thank Him, because this broken heart feeling eventually soothes you, in His way.

P/s : Thank you, for your existence. I learnt, I experienced this kind of feeling, and this feeling made me even closer to Him. And you deserve someone else.

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