mixed feelings

Nah, lately, I feel something wrong about myself. I keep thinking about my past boyfriend and every time I think about it, my tears burst out. 

But I keep telling myself, it is okay hun, he is leaving for good. It could be more worse if he is still with me.

Then, I feel more calm.

I don't how many years we'd separated. I loss count of it. But believe me, I am getting better but still in move on mood.

The sad episode maybe because of this month is his birthday.

Btw, happy birthday, wishing you all the best in your life. I hope you can make your dream comes true, even with someone else.

Yeah.