Hi there,

I am posting it here in hoping that one day I will re-read this again.

We have been in this "relationship(?) phase" for a month and a half. He is ok.

But today, we have a little argument. Since we are both the eldest in the family, we silenced each other. 

Until I gave in and said sorry. But he is still with his ego, not giving in at all even an inch.

I have thought that maybe I am not suitable for a relationship.

I am better off single. Or maybe I have been single for too long.

Ya Allah, please guide us, if we are meant for each other, please ease our journey to the next step.

I am really sad, maybe I should be less clingy. Or should we take a break?

XOXO, 

Hurt--

 Hi there, 

I am writing it here because someday I might re-read this blog and think that I have an amazing story to pass on to my kids. Ahhahahah ! 

So I met this guy from an online platform one month ago. He approached me first and I was quite surprised by his consistency to know me. He is okay, passed my minimum requirement, and kinda ready to go to the next level. 

I am here just to describe how lucky I am to have him in my life. I am not ashamed to say that I am in love with him. His presence gave me a calmness. I want to be with him forever.

But I have a thought in my mind that he didn't like me 100% yet. i dunno, it might just a feeling.

I hope it is not true.

 So hi 2024!

Not a good start when I wrote this blog on the second day of 2024.

For real. 

So I met this guy online and then I asked to see him in person. At first, I didn't get his vibe but he is someone that comfortable to talk to. After a few days of chatting, I fell in love and I thought he was too. But due some reason, I decided to think of him as a friend only and he seemed fine with the idea. We had an argument and that argument led to a serious talk until he said that I was the one that drew the line.

Long story short, today we cut ties. I am in my moving-on phase, again. Imagine, the new year should start with a new episode but I just ended mine. I have a crush on someone from my office too but since I met this guy, I can move on (am I??). Should I continue my crush on someone from he office?

Arghh adulting is hard but thankfully I am 30 and I feel like I have nothing to lose. I just take this kind of condition as my istikhara answer. Allah knows what works best for me.

Currently I am taking a break from partner hunting. I should focus on lose weight, classes and getting a new job. That's my 3 goals right now.

May Allah ease this journey.

And not late to say, welcome 2024! bring it on babyyy

XOXO, 

30-yo auntie.